Monday, February 11, 2008
♥12:01 AM
the louder i am;
i am still unable to find a proper logical reason behind why everytime something doesnt go my way, or i feel completely out of my element, i would just go home and snip a piece of me and throw it away. yes, it calms me down even though just for awhile. i've run out of sane narcissistic things to blog about and yes, it does make me feel pathetic and since pathetic is something ive been working on lately, i guess it makes no difference. and i've changed my number and lost a great deal of contacts along the way so, do take note.
painted a picture of how it's suppose to turn out,
down in a cold dirty well and i can't climb out,
can't see no light,
can't hear no bells,
they walk right over me can't hear my yells.
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moments like these keep my sanity in check and me, thanking god. rare they are but not completely non-existant. but for the hectic moments inbetween, there;s always shopping! (:
xoxo
umairah ali bafana