IM FIGURING MYSELF OUT.


i feel cornered, out of choice, suffocated. confusion no longer justify what im feeling. lost. the only part of the day that i look forward to now is when i put the tablet in my mouth and feel it slip down my throat. even though i know the happiness is temporary and that the numbing effects will wear off after about five hours or so, i still welcomes it. the only time where i feel myself at peace, free and that my mental state isnt being challenged. suddenly, i do not want to deal with the world. yes, maybe subconsiously, without realizing it, i am shutting myself out. i am sorry for being weak.


on a brighterside, here's one of my brighter days!


coolest fourthoct babies around! (:




friday,16.02.07 ♥

xoxo

umairah ali bafana
we all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for.whether it's real or not, healthy or destructive, tangible or false, is irrelevant. when you've got nothing to hang onto, deception can seem pretty inviting.

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