Saturday, January 06, 2007
♥9:30 PM
you must think its ironic.its weird how feelings grow as a result of your fetish.god thinks its funny to set you up and make each and every of your everything become a contradiction. with the words i spoke the other night on the loop just as i step inside the hall not knowing that i would be going against my words and actually enjoying every part of my own self betrayal. just as things are about to become dull, there come my test, i should have just given up right from the start and not even try but being me, i ignore the innervoice and jump down off cliff. something that would be so scary if i were to jump on my own but, i am not. and suddenly, expectations appear and now i would have to brace myself for the definate, a letdown.xoxo
umairah ali bafana