hand trembling yet i press the trigger. eventhough its barely a week into 2007, im overwhelmingly overwhelmed by fatigue. with the constant reminders of how lazy i am, it feels like hell on earth. its hard to tell what day it is lately with all that is going on. by monday, i would be free of any exams, yet i know then i would start to worry about the results, which is another torture of its own. it doesnt feel like the third day of school, it feels like i've been going to school nonstop for three years, the feeling thats been washing over me constitutes for three years of torture instead of just three days. i've been heavily relying on caffein so that i would actually have a state of sanity to breathe. two hours of sleep a day is really taking its toll. it feels like im supergirl and i can fly down the building. xoxo
umairah ali bafana we all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for.whether it's real or not, healthy or destructive, tangible or false, is irrelevant. when you've got nothing to hang onto, deception can seem pretty inviting.
umairah ali bafana