Friday, December 15, 2006
♥12:43 AM
when i think of angels.
something that i used to be obsessed about turned to a chore nowadays. how hateful chores are. and given that the guilty feeling seems to be sticking real close, screw everything else. life seems to be a real paininmyass lately, given a break dont feel like one, i feel like running away, somewhere with no expectations, freedom can be so underrated.so the trips blastful, given i get to bond with ohsomany malay speaking people in malay! its the most torturous conversations i've been through, but somehow it gets better. and yes, fastfood services in malaysia and me have absolutely no chemisty. first serviceretarded person would be from mcd. like seriously, i feel like standing on the counter and puke all over it. i swear, the person needs to go for a character and service enhancementprogramme! and to think i wasnt even being a bitch beforehand. so the puke on the countertop would only be mild given i were having this scene in my brain where i totally make a scene and complaint. eitherways, being a good mannered young lady, i did none of above. putting that aside, i've come to a conclusion, malaysian retailerserviceproviders especially in the damn fastfood business tend to be damn rude when they know youre not from around and people like to stare, a whole lot of staring!other then the sucky service i get, everythings superduper sunny! i get to go to places i just see in television. carnivals, pasarmalams and lotsa cuteguysightings (totally unexpected) and oh, everyone in malaysia's ohsoooobsessed with the indonesian drama series, bawang merah bawang putih, its totally killing me!everywhere you go, people never fail to dissappoint! and i really dont see whats so obsessed worthy. and after postponing watching heart after so long, i watch it. the show's overrated given its like everyother dramaseries where in the end someone's bound to die. but it should be a first for a indonesian movie hence the overratedness. throughout the whole show, me and my aunt were poking fun about the storyline. given the show doesnt have anykind of buildup whatsoever. but the song kinda grow on you, and they get a aboveaverage lead therefore the success. although i would liked it better if the luna girl dies and farel went to rechel.im pessimistic that way. so sue me, i dont think its possible to find true love when youre seventeen and youre stupid if you think you can.the trip to ntu's kinda like oh sooo long and neverending!and in the end, we kinda bailed out early. lol. and the drama inbetween and oooh seamus was there! ( i miss him!)0_0 in a twisted way that is. and the topics discuss going home were soo hilarious and taboo! im sure some bystanders heard snippets of it, and were giving us the weird look.izeen, me and jaz gonna be adopting a kid! and quote from jaz, omg what if i dont have time for the kid!(inside joke) we were so totally making fun of jaz by that moment! ha-ha and i hate it how these mats think a whole big whole of themselves. like fucker, get out of my face and while youre at it, shut the fuck up. we really dont want nor need to hear anything about your cheapthoughts, do everyone a favour and stop talking. i've been postponing alot of stuff and it needs to be done with asap! and reminder to self, stop overbooking the days!its full of people yet somehow, i never feel more alone that i've feel today.
xoxo
umairah ali bafana