Sunday, November 12, 2006
♥1:15 AM
i wanna see you when i wake up.i find it delightful torturing people soul, so pardon me but youre just so shallow and youre life just too pathetic i wanna torture you for your obliviousness and slap reality to your too dope of a brain. apparently with the absence of someone important in my life, my morals and humanity seems to be fading.why would people call over and over when its obvious that im either lazy or just not gonna answer it. think three.it doesnt make sense to my already dont give a damn brain. if i wanna talk, i'll ring you so just gimme a longdeserving break. apparently i need to announce it to the whole world when im throwing thantrums and just in my pissy mood! so here it is, FUCK OFF. is it still not obvious enough now?im not taking shit from anyone so you can just screw yourself if you think i'm mellowing on you.pfft. im not crazy, just misunderstood. hah. i miss deezeens lecture on how bad my choice of men are. -_______- shes the one in need of help in that department thankyou verymuch. my mens hot and you know it!hah.i'm missing her already. gahh thinking of missing, im starting to feel really lousy all over again, i'm missing hunnie! im definately not the frontrunner for the bestkeepintouch person lately.pfft. shallow and pathetic things are in my way of keeping in touch of whats significant in my life.sorry babe, we'll meet up soon. i can hear her snickers when i start to whine and worry about school stuff. boo meanie! and that reminds me that i have to start studying soon. omg i can go commitsuicide now.i promise, i'll trade you anytime for a guy with a thicker eyeliner, darker paintednails and tattooes. someone thats of a trainwreck.compare to anyother days, i had an early day today! HAH.and the best thing happen today, one word, rain rain rain!finish my girlygirlbook and had a nap. teatime today was the best!think chocolatedrink and blueberrycake!then, double it.and you get me in love. i have like a wholeload of pictures, and im lazy. soon i guess.ok off i to have a late dipp,psst, i dont care youre sitting next to me and im ggoing gush loudly!buhbye computerface!xoxociaobella
umairah ali bafana